guch is dead

…for those who are close to me I must apologize for the rampant spewing of words. I don’t get out as much as I used to but can’t seem to get it all worked out in my head alone. I am not attempting to preach the gospel of the unseen; although, it feels like it more and more. It seems like I am just making an attempt to justify my path and not feel as crazy and alone. From Tupac to the Illuminati, Krishna to Jesus, Global History to the New Order. Understanding the futility of this information gathering helps to better uncover the true path to enlightenment, illumination, salvation, freedom, or whatever. No matter what the outcome (for lack of better words) or how much overwhelming physical evidence precedes these results, a unified wavelength/vibration resonates within all things useful. It cuts the crap. You can feel. And once you feel it. superficiality disintegrates. If only for a moment, time ceases to function in a human/linear fashion. It never seemed like that big of a deal but I feel SOOO overwhelmed by this experience. I am not sure what the difference is this time. It’s not like this is the first time that I have sought information. Though this time there wasn’t any self-serving conviction motivating me to educate myself. It is hard to admit that, but it seems to helps validate my concern. I mean no burden and seek the ultimate truth and light. There are similarities between lands and it’s inhabitants, but the oceans are vast and their inhabitants just as diverse. Never could I count all the fishes, or men. or dust, or drops in the ocean. As a deity excisting in a human body my limits are written on my flesh. And I have accepted this. Again I thank my friends for the reflection and peace be with all
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